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comfortzones's Journal

Created on 2006-07-16 01:36:03 (#10677895), last updated 2006-09-20

165 comments received, 74 comments posted

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Name:James
Birthdate:1984-01-11
Bio
Well, here I am. My name's James. You probably don't know me, so here's what I'm about in a nutshell.

I'm essentially a pleasant, witty, generous, warm-hearted, personable guy, who is held back by bouts of crippling shyness and self-doubt brought about by certain social situations, to which I am yet to discover any pattern or logic. I can stand up in front of a crowd and give a prepared speech, but conversations with strangers, or even friends, often make me want to find things to hide under. I'm doing a number of things to try and overcome all these frustrating subconscious hang-ups, and one of them is this journal. The idea is for me to take certain areas of my life in which I'm usually quite comfortable, and explore those further in an attempt to boost my confidence generally, and perhaps start pushing the limits of my comfort zones, with the hope of shaking off the anxiety I currently associate with the feeling of receiving direct attention.

Primarily, I'm going to be posting naked pictures of myself. I enjoy this a great deal, as it's one area in which I can show off, draw attention to myself, and receive some positive feedback, without recoiling from the limelight. It's a friends-only journal, but I'll add pretty much anyone who asks. I do have another journal here, which I also regularly update with more general stuff about my life, but I'm going to keep the two more or less separate. In theory, I don't have any problem with the people I know in person, or in my other journal, viewing anything that's posted here. Rather than worrying about them seeing any naked pictures, as such, I just want to avoid having the conversation with them which would surely inevitably ensue, in which I'd try to explain everything I'm trying to explain here, but would cringe and feel awkward and have no idea what to say.

If you do know me from somewhere else and have somehow found out my terrible secret, then congratulations, and you're welcome to it. If you want to bring it up with me in person, please just bear in mind everything I've said above and go easy on me, try not to make me feel too crappy about anything. Or, you don't have to look if the very idea is something you find deeply disturbing.

So. Sexually explicit content within. Some of it may be nice and arty, but it's more likely to be purely pornographic. I may also start working on other themes than just the naked pictures; we'll see how things go.
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